Finding Wisdom

I feel so confused and disoriented when I really want life to be other than it is.
SO LET GO OF WANTING ANYTHING OTHER THAN THIS.

I feel lost and foresaken when I consider that those who “love” me argue against me and reject me.
SO DO NOT ARGUE, DO NOT TAKE THEM PERSONALLY, AND DEEPLY ACCEPT ALL AS THEY ARE.

How do I manage to enjoy this lonely life?
RECOMMIT TO BEING HEALING ENERGY AND PRESENCE WITHIN, AND EVENTUALLY WITH PRACTICE, WITHOUT. THIS ENERGY IS INFINITE TRUTH EMBEDDED IN THESE WORLDLY FORMS.

How do I let go of all the clinging to what I want and avoidance of what I don’t want?
LET GO OF YOUR SEPARATE SELF-BASED CONDITIONED IGNORANCE AND BE ILLUMINATED BY THE BEAUTIFUL INFINITE ENERGY OF TRUTH

ONLY IN AN INSTANT OF CLARITY, THIS MOMENT BECOMES BOUNDLESS.
THIS EXPERIENCE IS SIMPLE ENLIGHTENMENT.
THERE IS NOTHING TO GAIN, FOR THIS THUSNESS IS IMMEASURABLE.
WHY CONTINUE WITH THE CONSCIOUS STRUGGLE OF THINKING, PERCEIVING, AND FEELING AROUND IRONING OUT CONDITIONED REALITY? HAVEN’T YOU LEARNED WITH ENOUGH PAINFUL SUFFERING THAT SUCH UNDERSTANDING IS ENDLESSLY FUTILE?
LETTING GO MEANS DISCONTINUING, DETACHING, RELAXING, ALLOWING, ACCEPTING, AND PEACEFULLY ABIDING IN THIS SITUATION AND MOMENT, ALWAYS HERE AND NOW.

PLEASE LISTEN TO YOUR OWN EXPERIENCE, FOR SUFFERING MAY BE ENDED NOW. IF CONDITIONED DELUSION DISTORTS YOUR NATURAL BEING, THEN IMMEDIATELY RETURN TO THE TRUTH THAT YOU ALREADY KNOW WITHIN. AS SUCH, REALIZE GREAT JOY, HEALTH, PEACE, COMFORT, ENERGY, CALM, WISDOM, AND RETURN TO LIVING TRUTH IN NATURAL FORM NOW.